I haven't posted lately... Nothing new in the porn buisness... to be honest I'm not doing it as much as I used to... I haven't needed too. I'm enjoying my relationship with yanagizawa... ever since the night i got my wonderful footage... that isnt ever going to be for sale :P


Yanagizawa.... we needa do that again sometime...



I'm not quite sure I understand everything. Like why Shinya cares so much, or why he even missed me. But I'm really happy... with everything thats happened. though I hope my ass stops hurting soon.....

I wonder what he thinks when he sees me? does he see all the imperfections, all the mistakes I make? everyone else does I'm sure. I wonder what Ryou sees... He prolly sees everything I see, and more. I hope Me and Shinya are together for a long time, I feel... at ease when I'm with him, like nothing could go wrong, like, I'm able to be who I want to be. But, I don't want to be a pain to him. I just want to be with him, all the time.

who knows.


Dorm_Daddy_Nanji-san, your order is ready for pick up in the usual spot. So, feel free to leave the money in the usual spot.